L.A. Pagone

we were in tucson lifestyle magazine!

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friends

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Aaron and Sadira

Laurel and Aaron.. so cute! <3

Jeff and I

Jeff and I at a stupid club.

The gangs all here

My laurel is here in Tucson. This coffee shop has good coffee but the barristers are really boring and way to cool for any one!

going to the addy's awards!

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lol

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I miss this

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hello

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I am trying to make my blog look prettier. so far I'm getting pretty freaking frustrated on how i can change the header photo. Its all the way to the left, and its pissing me off. A little help here!!

dress

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hello

2010-07-02T16:55:00.001-07:00

I will be starting a new blog soon. i will post the webpage name here. I didnt feel like using this one anymore!!

im changing the idea of this blog

2010-05-10T14:52:00.000-07:00

so once i move to Tucson i would like to make this blog different. Mostly about Tucson and my life. I would like to have some more followers but hey what can ya do.. i might re do this one or just cancel this and start over..

this is the end

2010-04-30T14:44:00.000-07:00

I'm done blogging into the void of the internet. It must be nice to have readers read your stuff and comment on everything. I wonder if any one will really notice this post or that fact that its over! I have always felt like people don't care about me, even my friends. Im hoping for a new life in Tucson. In fact i wish i could get out of AZ all together.

my long hair!

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Beckys photos at Prescott CollegeArt show

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becky jeff and i

Becky <3

Becky and I

One day we decided we wanted to take pictures for beckys school. Who would have known it would turn out this cool. We first went to joes and had way to many beers. We were all on bikes and i couldnt really see in front of me.. way to drunk. We made a few stops and eventually got to beckys. Becky made some delicous mac and cheese with nathans hot dogs in it. SO good! I started to play my i pod; madlib of course . From there things got so fun. Putting on Mexican wrestling masks and a bunch of necklaces. Jeff and I painted each other with green paint. And now i finally get to see the results. They were beautiful. I kept thinking what they would look like. I cant wait to do it again.

the good old days

2010-03-29T15:58:00.000-07:00

Some old photos of my boyfriend jeff and i in flagstaff. free photo booth!

acne is taking over!!!!!

2010-03-08T11:51:00.000-08:00

Does any one know how to get rid of acne? For some freaking reason im breaking out on my chin. every day i have a new one. It really brings me down an i feel so ugly. And i cant cover them well. my concealer sucks. I never break out this much. I have been cutting out the alcohol. Maybe i need to cut out sugars too. I have heard its hormonal to have them on your chin. This is ridiculous!!! I dont deserve this. HELP!!!!!!

sunday

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ok

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im going to stop blogging. no one comments. ............comments are nice

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My art

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Jeffs new Helvetica a tattoo

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hello

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friends and a makeup post

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this was the best time ever!

so in these shots im wearing bare minerals eye shadows. They are extremely pigmented and sparkly. After i put it on i spray some filtered water on my eyes so it foils the color. It makes it look wet or more like metal. The color is called saucy . I also have on a purple eye liner by loreal h.i.p, this stuff stays on all day. An then i used benefit badgal plum mascara. Probably the best masacara i have used.! Lips is M.A.C is lustreglass venetian. For cheeks i use bare minerals blush its super sparkly and i use benifit coralista too.

New nailpolish

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This weird purple color is called call your mother.. i would say its a grey purple and i love it. got it at sephora. its great quality nail polish.

here it is on my hands

im definitely gettin out of shape..

2010-02-02T14:45:00.000-08:00

Im feeling sad about the way my body has been looking. for a while i was riding my bike every day and getting the best body ever. now my muscles are gone to shit! im flabby in my legs. i hate it. I miss the way things were. when i had to ride my bike up a hill to get there. now i dont even ride my bike cause i have no where to go. i need to get my ass back in shape. oh hate winter

american apparel vote for me

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Please vote for me on these link so i can maybe win this contest.!!!!

friday

2010-01-29T12:23:00.000-08:00

So things have been super stressful. whats new.. Im not aloud to complain about things in life so i come here to do it. This new living situation can be a pain. I cant ever sleep through the night. I have to block out snoring and tv noise . the only privacy i have is a bedroom. sometimes we are not in control of eating what we want for dinner. I dont mind eating bad once in a while but i prefer the food i buy and make. We are trying to move to tuscon. I cant wait for this hellish time of my life to be over. I sit in a room most of the day. i like to be left alone thats why i sit in here. On top of all of this my b friend is going to jail for something he didnt even do. This is me venting. What else can i do. The only thing positive thing i can think of is that im not homeless. thats about it.. I want my life back...

just some photos for the day

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I like how my eyes turned out!

winter wonderland in prescott az

my love jeff

amazing snow!

ariana and her new puppy sheba.. so cute

wearing my bright orange armani x change jacket

beans, jeffs cat shes a priss

serious!!

christmas time nails. i didnt like this nailpolish kinda cheapo

after i cut my bangs. i prefer my profile

this is one of my fav shots. i made it nice somehow

this is a painting i did of flyint lotus. i wasnt too into the finishing of this painting

me back in the day when i had a job and a life

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omg

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so for some reason i cant post photos. i was trying to and the photo window closed. And now when i click on the little photo button nothing pops up what happened. im freaking out right now

my best friend

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here are some tunes that i listen to

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cut my bangs

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days like these make me feel not very special

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I'm starting to feel sad again about everything. The rainy cloudy day doesn't help. And Jeff is back to work. while i sit at Jeff's moms and do nothing. I'm pathetic. I am actually very scared to get a new job. I have the worse anxiety. I think about how UN happy i will be if i get a job that i hate. I'm still mad that i lost my job that i loved. And in this big world i don't feel very special or cared for. Jeff is the only one or at least that's what if feels like. I feel like what i do in life never has been cool enough for people. My art i try and put it out there and people don't care. Some times its hard to have a purpose in life especially since no one shows any interest. I have felt this way since i moved to NE then AZ. When will i feel happy again.

bangs or not to bangs lol that is the question

2010-01-15T10:38:00.000-08:00

so i really want to cut my bangs short. but then some people say i look better with out bangs. I feel like it makes you look more young and cute. i feel so serious with my hair always pulled back. then again i could still pin them back if i wanted to.

project runway and models of the runway

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Did any one watch that last night? Ive only seen episodes here and there so i decided to actually watch it from the beginning. One thing i don't get is why isn't there straight men making cloths. Nothing against the gays but you never see that. Any ways i was excited to watch it, Jeff on the other hand was not. lol The intro was kinda lame . im just like common!! i want to see the cloths! Most of the people did good. There is one guy on there that i cant stand already!! hes this rocker guy with a fohawk. hes always saying its going to look like rock and roll blah blah. totally lame. and the dress he made was kinda cute but it looked like something for walmart or maybe Ross.

one of my faves was this girl. she looked cute and dressed cute so i knew she would make cute cloths. sorry i couldn't get a full photo of the cloths.

And the models of the runways come on next. I love anything that has to do about modeling!! So i watched while Jeff made fun of crying girls. i would have to say that some of these models don't look like models. most models are pretty or weird pretty but some of them were just average looking girls and some even manly looking. Sadly the person who lost of project runway last night also lost her model. In the end she didn't get picked and all the designers picked there same model that they started with. I cant wait for next weeks episode!!

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ok ok

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i finally figured it out wow it took me hours but i got it :)

I need help!!!

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Im trying to get this flickr photo box to the right side of my page. its currently showing random photos of things. ive tried to put my flickr user name in and nothing works. what am i doing wrong???

bling rings

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These are my favorite rings. some are cheap some were a bit pricey.

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Marc Jacobs blue wedges make me happy

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its the questions...

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1. What is your name and what's your blog name if you have one?

Heather Pagone its LA pagone. the place i was born and wished i was still there

2. Where do you live? City, State? if you could live anywhere, where would it be?

Prescott AZ Like i said i would love to be near LA i love it there. I would be happy in San Fransisco too.

3. Where do you work? What's your job title? Do you love your job?
Sadly i lost my job back in october. I still dont have a job. I have been very busy moving so now that things are settled i can look for a job. im kinda nervous

4. If you could work anywhere or do anything what would it be?

I really want to model. i hear they make some good money. but im getting older and it sucks. most girls start out at 16 im 24. And i even watched this new show called brittians missing model. Its a bunch of girls who are some what handicapped. and the girl who one still almost didnt get in to this agency. she had one arm. but they said well shes only 5ft 8 and shes 23 years old... damn thats not good for me.

5. What are you reading right now?
Im not a big book reader. i do love magazines. i used to have like 5 different ones i needed every month. but now i cant get any. i do get allure and glamour in the mail! i still love teen vogue cause they have all the cute stuff in there. i also like zink, vogue, nylon...

6. What are you listening to?
Mostly to hip hop. I listen to a lot of Stones throw podcasts. They are more indie i guess you can say. anything j dilla, madlib, james pants, peanutbutter wolf flying lotus. Beats are my favorite!

7. Guilty pleasures?
Hmmmmmmmm i do love celeb gossip. i check way to many gossip sites. like perez evil beet and celebuzz. yea im a dork

8. Name your TV shows
gossip girl, weeds, sex and the city, Americas next top model, make me a super model, i like kids stuff too like chowder sponge bob flapjack. south park, aqua teen, i love shows about food. Antony bordain no reservations. bizarre foods...

9. What are things you do everyday?
Well its been totaly different. i mean i get up in the morning after jeff goes to work and i get on the computer and check everything. then i make some breakfast and coffee. its been totaly weird soo i cant really explain

10. How did you find our blog?
i found this question thingy lol from Lauren.

11. What do you like to do for fun?
Well i like summer so then i would ride my bike all the time. i love to paint in watercolors. i paint portraits of mostly African Americans in the music scene . i like to just chill with friends and play the wii.

12. Do you have a twitter?
yes i made one and didn't get it. i mean no one really cares. i wouldn't doubt it if some one didn't even read this..

13. What was your favorite item that you received for Christmas?

well this Christmas was super frugal but i did get some cute slippers that are soo comfortable. i also got some roses from jeff. it was sweet cause thats all he could really afford at the time. He had to pay for the full months rent last week and bills. so Christmas sucked this year.

14. What's on your bedside table.
My white roses tissue box candle sephora catalog, pretty cat figurine a red potatoe gun. lol and alarm clock.

lets sparkle baby make em envy!

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This is a dress i found at a thrift store. and it actually looks nothing like the way it looks. its a halter dress thats huge maybe even a huge halter shirt dress for some one who is bigger than i. so i tied the halter part in front into a bow. and then i put a belt around the waist so it didnt look like i was swimming in it. the bottom is ripped all around so it shows that grey material. it works! I wore this to a party once. but then i wore a pink leotard underneith cause that thing was sooo itchy.

:)

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spinning

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soo i want to take a spinning class... cause damn i need some exercise . ever since i got yelled at for riding my bike on the side walk im afraid to ride. i hate Prescott police. any of you guys do the spinning?

The best girls night out!

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Adie becky me laurel :) gangsta

totally blurry

i dislike this one of me

Brew pub becky is so funny !

beckys ring so pretty

Laurel and i so dorky

kids Ive known since 8th grade

caylan omg such a dork

cute <3

Ah becky i missed you!

My lovely laurel. my new drinking friend

It was a rare opportunity to see all these gals at one time!!! old time friends since high school and a little bit of 8th grade. We went around our little downtown and had drinks. we had soo much fun. I miss this. i wish i could do this every weekend. unforchantly we dont all live in prescott. We did this about 4 years ago. we all got together and went to a old helicopter and did yoga or tried to anywas lol!! I wonder if we will get to see each other next year. ......

moving sucks

2009-12-28T10:59:00.000-08:00

so the move was totally exhausting and by the time it was 730 i felt like falling asleep. but we still had to do things. the night got even more frusterating . I cant sleep with noises. No clocks ticking or water driping or snoring. and man the snoring was bad last night. it wasnt jeff either. so i was awake for hours crying couldnt sleep. now i feel like crap and wonder how the F am i going to deal with this. And jeff and i arnt used to using a heater at night. i woke up sooo dried out. so sadly im going to have to get some earplugs which prob wont even work. kinda annoyed

My dad playing the drums.

2009-12-24T11:00:00.000-08:00

My dad told me to sit down to tell me that he was on your tube. lol so cute. Hes a great musician!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0mUD0cqWIUY

Cute art

2009-12-24T09:57:00.000-08:00

i just found this girls art from Deviant art. shes dutch and her art is so great!! check it out

http://loish.deviantart.com/

All i want for Christmas is the stomach flu??????!

2009-12-24T09:32:00.001-08:00

So last night things didnt turn out . Laurel couldn't find a babysitter. so we planned to go on sat. thankfully we didnt go out cause then i would have puked beer the next day. and no it wouldnt be from drinking. I have the stomach flu!! Not to sound gross but i just might have to run away from the computer for a sec.... maybe not. This sucks. Way to top it off of worse Christmas ever!!!

All right ok!!

2009-12-23T10:31:00.000-08:00

So im feeling better now. i go up and down on my feelings. A friend of mine wants to get all of our old buddies together. Laurel Natalie , caylan, becky and adie. i hope it can happen. Its so hard to get us all together especially since most dont live in Prescott. We have been friends since 9th grade. Laurel and becky were my besties!! We were the weirdos in school. we called this one particular area the rape corner cause it was creepy. I dont like to think about high school. It was one of the worse times of my life!!! So anyways im going to take pics. oooh i hope we all can see each other. Christmas we are going to jeffs moms for dinner. Saturday we are going to my moms for dinner. Then more packing and moving stuff on sat and sunday YUCK!!

yellow

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A day to cry

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I'm starting to feel sad again. well for one its almost Christmas. This is the first Christmas where i didn't have any money. i don't have a job. And I'm not getting any gifts either. Not even from Jeff. i don't get much. i have to buy everything on my own. Its hard for me to see girls who get whatever they want. cloths cars makeup. etc I grew up poor. And i still am. I cant even pay for bills right now. and we are in the process of moving out of this house that i love. moving and packing the day after Christmas. will i ever get a lucky break...

Sometimes i feel so alone in the world. i always wanted that sex and the city kind of girl friendship. But a lot of my friends basically left me. Ive had almost every girl i know blow up at me for something. I'm not a mean girl. I'm shy and i try not to get in the way. i was doing good for a little bit but now I'm feeling low. i don't know how to be happy about this. the only thing i can be thankful for is having a roof over my head and Jeff helping me. but its been so crappy. we cant buy as much food or "good foods" like we did before. I find myself looking online at cloths and things that i cant even pay for. its all pointless. I really want time to fly by so i can get to the point where I'm doing something with my life. I wanted to model but i cant do it because I'm in Prescott. And in Tuscon there is no modeling. By the time we are out of Tucson i will be to old to model. There goes my dream. Hopefully i can do something different for a job. i don't want to work the typical job for the rest of my life. I want to be in California. but that's not going to happen. And on top of this Jeff and i are arguing again. He seems to be in bad moods. and then i get in a bad mood.

i really hope for things to get better.

the year 2009

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me at Beverly hills. didnt want this photo here. how do u move photos around?

a ton of photos from my 2009

getting ready for Halloween

I think one of the last days of babysitting :(......

my birthday gift from jeff

my best Friend laurel and i on my b day

jeffs tattoo

getting ready for tattoo

jeffs art at calavera

i spray painted at calavera skate shop. was my first time doing that

beas 25th silver party. bea josh me and jeff

i think i was drunk already

bea and I

my dad and i

My fave sparkling wine

my dads usual

the best thing i have ever ate in my life

my dad i forgot the name of this place but the food was the best ever!! Beverly hills

my dad and Nazareth at his cigar shop in Beverly hills

a kiss for jeff since he didnt get to go to CA

icky spider!!. its web was started from a drying line out side and it reached to the ground. the web was almost as tall as me and it was like 3 feet wide. this sucker was huge. click on the photo for more detail

yummy italian dinner San diego

the back entrance to the kayak place.

In San Diego with my aunts and cousin glen

new flats i got at the grove oooh purple leather

pinks hot dog place on merlrose LA amazing place!!

i loved the big coach pics The Grove

me looking dorky the tank that i had to wear

the fountain at the grove

my drink mimosa

at the Grove
i felt so out place in this restaurant, we just got done at the Price is Right show. i was embarrassed i had some stupid shirt that said spay an neuter your pets. so i quickly bought a new tank after that. omg!!! and i didn't know that this place was so fancy.

The grove LA

jeff and i about to do a power hour or throwing quarters into a shot glass game. i miss summer

asher

spumoni

ariana making a crazy face down town prescott

so cute

They loved jeff!!

ah the days of having good looking leg

my brother kyle at genoveces again

my boyfriend jeff. at genoveces for the second night in a row!!

my dad with kyle and i at sweet tart. what a great time!!

sweet tart yummyness too bad it closed!!!

my brother kyle

my dad was in town for fathers day went to genoveses twice in two days. they loved him !!

ariana biting a water balloon lol

jeff and i after the movies

ariana and asher. the two kids i babysat for. love them!!

she loved the pink color.

wow my hair was short then maybe i will get it cut this short again

me sunbathing i miss those days

jeff down town. i miss those days

they wanted to look pregnant it was soo funny

kids in the dryer lol

summer time going down town

jeff and i flying a kite at Prescott high school

me and my best little friend ariana. i miss her

she really loved make up so cute sometimes i would find her just sitting there rolling on her lip gloss for minutes lol!!

over all it was a good year. The last 4 months have not been good. its been the worse ever. losing my job losing my house . and a bunch of other bad things. so i hope for 2010 to be a better year!!

omg my freaking gums hurt

2009-12-16T13:38:00.000-08:00

So ive had my wisdom teeth coming in for a while. or lets say years since i was 20 Ive been going threw hell . its been 3 days now and im going crazy . after a while pain killers dont work. ice doesnt work, numbing stuff works for a minute. i cant eat and for some reason im craving a hamburger. Also frusterating im trying to get this Marc Jacobs bag on e bay. start out price was 99 cents . i put 20 $ down now its up to 30. jeff is buying this for me. but if the price gets to high no can do. i think i deserve this bag seing how i wont be getting anything for Christmas. and on top of this i Am moving out of my house. sooo back to the old plan. I cant wait to have my life a again.....

Pics for the day

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My boyfriend jeff and I being silly

cat eye makeup

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tried the cat eye look its not as hard as i thought it would be. I didnt use liquid eye liner , that's where i mess up everything. i used some clinique eye shadow in a pink peach color.

lighting

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lighting is key for a good photograph i love how my skin looks here

Great news

2009-12-10T14:21:00.000-08:00

Sooo i might be able to stay in my house that I'm in right now. which would make me so happy. My boy friend and i were going to move out to his moms :( cause i lost my job and we wanted to also save some money to move to Tucson. But i guess our landlord doesn't want us to move out cause of how bad the economy is. So we are working on figuring out a price to stay here. I mean we want to stay here but only if we get a good deal. We need to save up . Its not for sure yet. And i need to get a job Yikes!! scary I hate looking for a job . I haven't don't that for years! Ive only worked 3 jobs in my life and all of them was for about 3 years each. Sadly i prob wont have the greatest job. maybe working at a grocery store. I want to work with kids again. So I'm going to look at daycare type places.

gams gams

2009-12-10T09:31:00.000-08:00

Oh winter i don't like you very much. I miss riding my bike around in the sun. I got the greatest legs when i was riding my bike everyday. i just cant do it in the winter. Thinking i need one of those exercise bikes. I'm not going to pay money to go to a gym. I started doing yoga but its very difficult when u have a tile floor. You can feel it through the mat and even a rug. And i miss using the Wii fit. I think it acutaly works really good. I was feeling great. Does any one else think winter is a drag for getting fit? I'm trying to get these legs back again.

why should i try on here anymore

2009-12-02T13:19:00.000-08:00

its a waste of my time. i feel like im talking to a wall. no one comments or anything. it doesn't make me want to blog

me

2009-12-01T09:47:00.000-08:00

a friend of mine from deviant art made this painting of me i think it was done on the computer. i was so excited when i saw it!!

oooh la la

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here are some photos i took last summer in our kid pool. i thought the dress would look pretty wet!

Here they are!

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hello!! so here are a bunch of things that are important to me.
cute par jacobs little bag and mj sunglasses and a retro ashtray
amazing head phones by bose!
my two favorite coats guess coat from jeff for christmas and my Armani xhange coat i got for 10 $!!!
pictures of my boyfriend Jeff and my kitty
my chanel purse might be fake oh well it doesnt look fake. couldnt find a code on it. my painting of J dilla R.I.P !! and my lola box lol
my other shoes oh and cant forget the marc jacobs boots on the left!
found these also at a nice thrift store bcbgirls very nice :)
cute bow!
found these at a nice thrift store for 20! not even used and they were org abou 120$
got these from jeff for my b day last year! so cute! from DSW.com
heel!
my marc jacobs wedges. i was just out of high school when i got these as a graduation gift from my dad. i remember seeing them in teen vogue and fell in love!! they are about 5 inch heel!!
the best closet ive ever had!! not much in there right now! lol
my marc jacobs chain braclet, serpent braclet and ring!! my favs!
my grandmas watch the only diamonds i have!! very old and Beautiful!
Sugar Lip Gloss in Sugar Baby and Smash box lip gloss in Fire
from left : Nicoleby opi -show you care, O.P.I Malasian Mist, Sephora for opi I'm with brad, Nicole for opi coco a go, O.P.I Big Apple Red, and sallyhanson in Baroque Bronze.
The only shampoo and conditioner that works for my hair Fekkai glossing
My necessities Philosophy purity face wash, Fekkai glossing cream for hair -its amazing! Dr. haushcka rose day cream for winter days, Dr. haushcka chap stick, and hope in a jar face cream- it does wonders!!!
M.A.C lustre gloss in venetian, M.A.C gloss i like to use on my eyes, and the purple eye shadow
oooooh macro of gold b.m.
macro shot og mac
b.m from top left heart, saucy, queen tiffany,1990's, true gold and m.a.c Creme de Violet eye colors
close up :)
Bare minerals face glimmer in true and benifit Coralista are my fave blush
Bare Minerals foundation its my fav!!

a few of my favorite perfumes Marc Jacobs Lola and Tom ford Black Orchid

ooops

2009-11-24T09:59:00.000-08:00

Sorry i haven't been posting things. I've been pretty upset and some what depressed. Jeffy and i are moving out of this house that is awesome. and moving into Jeff's moms which isn't so awesome. no privacy, no room for most of our stuff. only bed a end table lamp cloths and my bathroom stuff. sooo sad. going from a 3 bedroom house to one room to ourselves. and i need to start packing. and it seems like every time its Christmas or thanksgiving it has to be shitty!!! I'm still pissed of at the people who i can blame this for. Janice and Edd!! Those ass holes, they took every ones job from underneath them . and i few i still talk to still don't have jobs. and on top of all this i have to get a job soon. I'm going crazy staying home everyday. i hate the winter also. it makes me sad. then we move to Tucson after a few months of living at moms. that sounds kind of exciting but there is more cons then pros. but Prescott is a bore! really wish i could just go to CA and live there. and i can try and model and sell my art. i feel stuck like i cant do what "I" want to do. so anyways hope to post some photos soon of my things

self photo for the day

2009-11-18T10:08:00.000-08:00

i love this man

2009-11-16T14:03:00.000-08:00

marc jacobs is so handsome !!

i want more people to follow me

2009-11-16T09:58:00.001-08:00

so im trying to make my blog awesome its kinda confusing. trying to add buttons and i dont know how to do it. anyways. a friend of mine at had the best idea. she showed the stuff that was most important to her and what people asked to show. even though i only have a few followers on here im going to do it too. kinda like whats in my bag but more of whats in my house and life lol. my bag is not interesting at all!!

people will pay

2009-11-07T12:17:00.000-08:00

so i went to go get unemployment yesterday and i wasnt able to get it. bullshit. any one who gets laid off should be able to get it. its cause i was 50 away from what they wanted or its cause some rich fucks are not allowing it. you will pay for this. i seriously hope karma works.

halloween

2009-11-02T12:24:00.000-08:00

halloween was an interesting night. it just shows who your real friends are. the ones that are there for you. i spent most the night with my good friend laurel. we danced and talked the nigh away. used the tripod and took pics using the timer. we were soposed to have a party but no one showed up. oh well fuck you guys

the price is right but my timing was fucked

2009-10-29T11:24:00.000-07:00

totally forgot to record the price is right today to see if you can see me in the audience dammit!!!!

hungry

2009-10-29T08:34:00.000-07:00

I am pretty damn hungry right now still in my pajamas laying on my bed. its pretty in my room. but i know its prob like 30 deg outside. sadly i dont have any eggs or cheese or even cereal to eat for breakfast. I dont know if i should go to safeway and spend way more than i would at any other place or just go to toasties and get a yummy croissant with egg and bacon. mmmm sounds good. ive been home now for 2 weeks with no work. its weird cause its going to by super fast. wish i had a car then it wouldnt matter how cold it is. but im on foot for bike. i will have to make up my mind. i miss going shopping. i want cloths. i cant wait to be making money again

with out a job

2009-10-28T13:05:00.000-07:00

I'm sitting at home today trying to not think about how cold it is outside. it feels like 30 deg! And whats really on my mind is me not having a job. I have been out of work not for two weeks.I haven't done much either. I'm feeling stuck in this town called Prescott. i have a few friends but no one who really gives a shit about me.I know some people love this town. It does have some good qualities. but as long i have lived here its been nothing but awkwardness and drama with so called friends. i don't know is it me? I'm quiet and shy. i never understood why people don't like me. Am i intimidating or bitchy or fierce looking. i didn't think soo. any ways trying to figure stuff out right now. Jeff and i are going up and down and its sucks. things have never been so stressful. we are planing on moving to Tucson. in fact i would like to go in a month. i don't want to look for a job here so i can move and look for another job. ahh Tucson its soo nice there in the winter. 70 deg sounds good to me. lots of people up there i know too. i wish i has some girly friends too.

im feeling depressed

2009-07-02T11:32:00.000-07:00

so sad

2009-06-25T16:19:00.000-07:00

next for me

2009-06-23T10:05:00.000-07:00

drunk

2009-06-20T23:56:00.000-07:00

not really but close im waiting for taco bell yum and gross. kinda worried and waiting. boom blox is fun the wii controller batteries died again. stil waiting for food. i dont like being alone

pinhead larry

2009-06-17T10:41:00.000-07:00

jeff is so cute

2009-06-16T10:15:00.000-07:00

i need to work out more

2009-06-16T10:12:00.001-07:00

lovekins

2009-06-15T10:55:00.001-07:00

why

2009-06-04T09:31:00.000-07:00

i have been feeling just awful lately. im always tired and feeling sick. i cant sleep right. everyday i wake up around 12 or 3 and sometimes im a wake for hours. im having hot flashes for some reason. i guess my hormones are fucked up. i don't smoke ciggs anymore i hardly drink i ear pretty good i walk a lot and i still feel like shit. why me?? it messes me up. i haven't been happy happy for a long time.
i also find myself feeling ugly too. when i see a really pretty girl i feel like oh im not pretty anymore and i let it get to me. i hate it. i know there's thousands of gorgeous girls out there and i shouldn't compare my self to them but i do:( i haven't felt pretty for a while. im i getting uglier by the day?? i need a vacation..............

i want these

2009-06-02T11:18:00.001-07:00

Batch of new stuff, available now.

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saturday

2009-05-31T14:35:00.001-07:00

i want this album someday when i have the money...

kidrobot

2009-05-31T14:26:00.001-07:00

been to long

2009-05-30T13:03:00.000-07:00

2009-01-15T08:52:00.000-08:00

2009-01-12T15:19:00.000-08:00

also amazing

i want

2009-01-12T09:36:00.000-08:00

Stones throw is by far the best record company out there. of course they are from LA

My First

2009-01-11T16:53:00.000-08:00

hello world.
Im so excited to finaly do a blog. i have some ideas. i will be posting things that i find interesting.