Thursday, June 4, 2009


i have been feeling just awful lately. im always tired and feeling sick. i cant sleep right. everyday i wake up around 12 or 3 and sometimes im a wake for hours. im having hot flashes for some reason. i guess my hormones are fucked up. i don't smoke ciggs anymore i hardly drink i ear pretty good i walk a lot and i still feel like shit. why me?? it messes me up. i haven't been happy happy for a long time.
i also find myself feeling ugly too. when i see a really pretty girl i feel like oh im not pretty anymore and i let it get to me. i hate it. i know there's thousands of gorgeous girls out there and i shouldn't compare my self to them but i do:( i haven't felt pretty for a while. im i getting uglier by the day?? i need a vacation..............

1 comment:

  1. Sounds like it could be hormonal. I'd also look into allergies in general. A great many people are mildly allergic to certain foods that they eat nearly every day and it can effect you in a similar way. My sister is allergic to wheat gluten, and she was going through something similar when she was in her early twenties, and then she switched to gluten free diet and it worked wonders. I'm sorry you're not feeling well :(